working and wondering

Assalamualaikum
i'm quite busy coping with the new job
(part time job it is because i'm yet to finish my degree study)
and right now, i wanna write about something called
"you''ll receive what you gave"
or in a simpler words "what you give, you get back".

how often you've met a situation that leads you to believe in this "what-you-give-you-get-back" sentence?
quite a number, i guess, right?
but how often do you practice what you believe?
 bila orang buat jahat dengan kita, cepat je kita cakap, what you give you get back
seolah-olah nak menakutkan orang tu. tapi bila kita buat sesuatu, ada tak kita fikir sama macam tu?
ada tak kita fikir,
"apa yang aku buat ni, orang akan buat balik kat aku"

kalau tak ada terfikir, maka, masih belum terlambat untuk kita mula fikir macam tu
pleasing Allah is an Ibadah,
pleasing His creatures is also an Ibadah
bukan terhad pada rukun yang lima
tapi mula dari yang sebesar-besarnya , hinggalah ke sekecil-kecil perkara :)

dear 28 years old me

Assalamualaikum wbt,
dear 28 years old me,
this is turning-23-years-old-you currently writing about her full of stress and tense day
how are you there?
today, after i got back from the test, i lied on my bed and without i realize, i fell asleep.
you know what test it was, right?
anyway, back to the topic, i went on sleeping for a few hours that i almost missed my zuhr prayer, you remember, right?
and you do remember that after 20 minutes i prayed zuhr, the adzan for the asr starts.
and yeah, today all i did was sleeping, feeling frustrated.
i woke up feeling lazy to go teaching syahirah.
but then, it's a responsibility.
how can i break my promise to teach her just because i want to indulge and wallow myself in a self pity that something bad keep on happening today?

dear 28 y/o me,
however, i managed to pull myself together a bit.
i tried not to cry.
i tried to defy what happened even though it is quite possible.
 because i know that 28 y/o me won't like it if she is here, watching what i did today.
i hope that 28 y/o me can feel proud of me today



                                                                                                                                sincerely,
                                                                                                                     turning-23-years-old-you 

Love chooses you :)

If you find yourself in love with someone and that someone does not love you,
be gentle to yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you,
but love just did not choose to rest inside that someone's heart.

If you find someone in love with you and you cannot answer that love,
feel honored that love has came by and called on your door,
but gently refuse the feeling you cannot return,
as love did not choose to settle in your heart.

if you find yourself in love with someone and the love return,
it still can happen that love chooses to leave.
Do not try to reclaim it,
and do not assess any blame.
Let it go.
Despite the pain, 
there is a reason and meaning to this.
You cannot love by yourself,
Love chooses you :)

~MZWH~

Assalamualaikum
dear blog, i'm kinda busy with all of the assignments.
Tapi Allah itu Maha Berkuasa,
daripada tarikh assignments yang mostly kena hantar pada masa yang sama, tiba-tiba tarikhnya bergerak selang sehari dua.
maka, nikmat yang manakah mahu kita dustakan?
penat menahan hati yang risau dari petang tadi, maka ditunjukkan Allah sebenar-benar punca risau.
sungguh lah kita manusia yang hanya bisa merancang, 
Dia yang maha menentukan.
moga juju kuat, moga juju boleh bertabah,
moga juju boleh bertahan.
duhai hati, 
jangan ditangisi apa yang dah jadi :)
duhai tangan, sudah-sudah la menggigil
bergerak la ke depan,
tinggalkan yang menyakitkan.

selalu sangat kepercayaan yang juju bagi pada manusia dipersiakan,
tak tahu macam mana lagi nak pujuk hati.


hai sekalian manusia,
andai aku tidur tiada bangun lagi pada esok hari, 
maafkan aku atas apa yang pernah terjadi.
maafkan aku untuk semua salah dan silap dari diri ini.


Iman,
i'm coming :)

saat yang sementara

Assalamualaikum wbt, 

kebelakangan ni kesihatan selalu benar terganggu,

mungkin cuaca yang berubah-ubah memberi kesan yang jelas pada diri juju.

maka sahabat-sahabat yang disayangi, cepat-cepat lah ke klinik jika terasa diri kurang sihat.

juju suka pergi klinik :D

hehehe, mungkin sebab cita-cita asal juju adalah untuk menjadi seorang doktor :)
tapi kurang disokong oleh bonda.

katanya perempuan lebih molek jadi cikgu :)
boleh mendidik anak sejak dari kecil.

berkat pula jadi seorang cikgu ni, pahalanya berterusan

insya Allah, jika diizinkan Dia :)

mungkin minggu ni saya sangat stress

rasa serabut sangat,

tahu-tahu je, air mata meleleh kat pipi.

stress nampaknya
May Allah ease what comes hard on me.

"sesungguhnya saat yang terindah hanyalah sementara"

dizzy wizzy

Assalamualaikum wbt,
currently dizzy because last night before i went to sleep at 3 a.m. something, i had to take my cough medicine.
and yes, if i were to take my medicine and didn't get an enough sleep,
i'll be dizzy enough to just keep thinking about sleep.
had to take medicine coz it happened that my cough got bad yesterday, and i can't sleep if i didn't take any medicine.
serba salah.
huh,
Iman, please come fast.
banyak menda nak cter ni
hua hua
 saya tinggalkan gambar hobi saya disini
bosan punya pasal
tengok la yea kalu sudi :)

have no idea

Assalamualaikum wbt,
for a few nights in a row, i've been logging in and out of my blog.
i do have something to post, but i've been busy with the assignments, quizzes, mid terms.
i usually reached the part where i just have to type whatever that i have in my mind,
but i ended up of logging it out and went to sleep.
or not sleeping at all because sometimes i ended up lying there, perfectly still, but my eyes were moving around,
going through the lists that i have in mind, planning what i have to do next.
a very busy week indeed.
and i just checked on my final examination's timetable.
yup, guess what,
exam berderet on May 25, 26 and 27.
then on June 7 & 8. how cool is that?
not cool at all.

new handbag

Assalamualaikum wbt,

i wasn't always a big fan of a handbag, but when hubby gave me this one,

i just fall in love with it.

he knows how to choose just the right one, he knows my liking :)

thank you Mr. Hubby :)

sorry people

Assalamualaikum,
i realized that i was a bit harsh during the previous entry.
no doubt that i'm human, and no matter how i tried to hide the emotions,
sometimes it'll burst out and probably hurt some people too.
forgive me for the sake of God's love.

finally

Assalamualaikum wbt,
juju tak ingat la pulak kalau dah ada entry juju entitled finally,
but who cares,
haha
it's been a long time since i wrote,
why juju, why why why??????????????
perhaps because its the beginning of the new semester,
i'm tired of running here and there,
getting all the notes and the books.
this new semester marking the coming of the final year, which could also mean another year older,
(not now, this november okay!!)

Final year huh?
how time flies.
i can still remember the first day i stepped my feet here for the registration.
how i walked my self to death through the long road from mahallah to the centre
(it wasn't that long actually, after getting used to it, it just took me 10  minutes to reach there :D )
how i reached here as a 19 y/o immature teenager and soon will be graduated as 23 y/o young mature lady
(insya Allah, i wish :) )
how i learned about people.
friends won't truly be friends,
not until you go through hell or high water together.
and yes, looking for friends that will stick to you without any underlying intention of using you beneath it is hard.
my mom always said that you will only truly know your friends when you spend a night with them, or by the time you have to do the works or the assignments. because at that moment, people will only take something that is easier on them.
mereka akan mula mementingkan diri.
mereka mula mengambil kesempatan.
and yes, i admit it ma.
some people just couldn't help themselves from being the selfish bastards that ignore people's hardships and difficulties just to make it easier on them.
what can i say, shame on you people.
yang kerjanya hanya bergantung dengan orang untuk dapat markah assignments without contribute.
or contribute less.
takpe, Allah itu maha adil.
masa study mungkin boleh "menumpang" usaha orang untuk grad,
but bila dah keja, can you do the same thing???
think people, think.
yes, i met a lot of this kind of people.
but when a crisis occurred, outside people who don't know the true story, or don't even listen to both parties tend to say something bad about me,
they honestly do that without listen to me.
because i'm not the type that would go around telling people stuffs people did to me without telling them what i did to people exactly.
for me, i won't sweat this small stuff.
not worth thinking.
maka selamat berjaya la kamu yang suka menumpang tu yea (sila baca dengan anda sinis yea :p )


and sometimes,
i recalled what my late grandpa (Al-Fatihah for him) used to say to all of us,

he once told that there were two kinds of people:those who do the work and those who take the credit. he told us to try to be in the first group;there was much less competition.

true indeed grandpa.


sila abaikan segala kesalahan tatabahasa sebab malas nak backspace or edit pape dah.

2 3 menjak ni

Assalamlaikum blog,
semenjak dua menjak ni juju selalu nangis malam-malam.
tak tahu la kenapa (read= of course la tahu kenapa, tapi takkan la nak cakap kat sini, ye dak?)
malam tadi pun nangis. tido pulak pukul 5a.m.
bangun pagi, nah amik kau, mata membengkak dengan tahap kroniknya.
hi hu ha ha.
mata juju dah la sepet, bila bengkak, rasa macam letak kuali kat mata.
beratnya mak ai,
huhuhu.
nak bukak mata pun payah.
sekian,
itulah alkisahnya.
off to rumah kak long.
CNY punya cuti sangat lama.
saya sayang uia.
(read=time cuti banyak je la sayang lebih)

welcome back

Assalamualaikum wbt,
final exam dah seminggu habis.
but still, here i am, at iium, staying over for my part time job as a tutor.
i've made a few changes on my blog, thinking that i'm trying to be an active blogger.
yelah tu, :)
until then,
love, juju J