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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

part time

Assalamulaikum wbt,
blog
juju penat sangat dan sangat sakit kepala
hari ni juju kuar cari keja lagi.
adoooiiii, takde pun. sume suruh tinggal details and ade pape dorang will call me back.
uhm, nampak beno nipunye~

jauh juju jalan
banyak tempat, sampai melecet kaki.
sekarang ni dua-dua kaki merah-merah, teruk sangat melecet sampai merah gitu. pedih je rasa :(
juju nak pakai duit ni
nak menabung untuk masa depan
hehehehe
nak tahu?
dah setel 30 riban tahun lagi juju gtaw
~ish, juju dah merepak ni
nampak sangat tak sihat
ok la blog, juju out dulu
esok juju tulis lagi eh? :) ~

Saturday, May 28, 2011

cita-cita

Assalamualaikum wbt,
lama pulak juju tak menulis kat diari juju ni
maaf blog. juju sibuk sangat dengan urusan rumah. kali ni kan blog, juju nak listkan sume offer sambung belajar yang pernah juju dapat apart than just asasi bahasa inggeris dari uiam.

juju ni sebenarnye ada dua cita-cita. cita-cita rasmi dan cita-cita tak rasmi. cita-cita rasmi pulak terbahagi kepada dua. pilot dan jugak lecturer bahasa inggeris. before SPM, juju apply untuk jadi pilot, dengan satu syarikat penerbangan ni. masa tu mereka memerlukan pilot perempuan, mereka menggalakkan semua calon SPM apply tak kira dari aliran sains or art. juju lepas saringan ke peringkat interview. malangnye, interview tu kat KL and juju tak dapat pergi. plus ma pun tak bagiMySpace
pastu juju dapat offer dari tpm
taw tak tpm tu ape? bukan timbalan perdana menteri taw. tapi technology park malaysia untuk pergi ke uk dalam bidang chemical engineering. fully sponsored by them. 1 tahun belajar basic sains and all, 1 tahun A level, and 3 tahun di UK. tapi yelah kan, chemical engineering ke, ape engineering ke, not my cup of tea, not even my type of coffee.

ketiga. MEDIK. ada jugak cita-cita nak jadi doktor, tapi ntah, impian nak jadi lecturer tu lebih memanggil. juju lebih berminat nak mengajar. masa kerja yang fix so that senang juju nak spend masa dengan anak-anak juju. (owh ok, juju sangat maju kehadapanMySpace )

pastu uiam la dalam bachelor in english language and literatureMySpace

cita-cita tak rasmi, nak jadi pencinta setia. pencinta Allah dan Rasul, pencinta ayah bonda, pencinta saudara, pencinta suami yang sangat setia, pencinta anak-anak yang tega. entah kesampaian entah tidak. entah umur juju cukup panjang ke tidak,
juju mampu doakan je, untuk sume tu tercapai.

Monday, May 23, 2011

kenapa menulis juju?

Assalamualaikum wbt,
ada orang tanya juju, nape buat blog kalau tak nak bagi orang baca.
erm, juju agak tercengang. jawapannya, juju menulis blog bukan untuk dibaca oleh orang lain.juju menulis untuk kepuasan sendiri.juju menulis kerana juju memang suka menulis. juju menulis kerana juju lebih senang bercerita di blog berbanding bercerita kepada orang. juju lebih senang begini. juju memang suka menulis diari. tapi kalau dulu di buku, kini diblog pula, lebih mudah bukan?

at first, juju fikir menulis di buku lebih senang. kerana boleh dibawa kemana-mana. tapi semenjak juju mula menjejakkan kaki di institusi pengajian tinggi, laman blog jadi pilihan. lebih menjimatkan. terutama bagi juju yang mempunya habit untuk mengoyakkan kertas dari buku apabila karya yang cuba ditulis tak menjadi. atau apabila basah terkena air mata, atau air tertumpah tanpa sengaja. ye, sehelai dua mungkin tak menjadi masalah, tapi lama-lama?

pasti nipis buku, mungkin yang dikoyak lebih banyak. lebih menjimatkan juga apabila juju terlalu pokai untuk membeli buku yang baru yang duit perlu diperuntukkan untuk hal yang lebih penting.

juju menulis, so that when i'm old enough, i can flip these pages and wonder how times has made me a wiser grown up young lady. so that i can keep the trace of my life journey and be grateful of how Allah helps me, and gives me the strength to keep going on my life.
dan juju menulis, kerana menulis meringankan beban di minda juju. juju menulis sebagai jurnal hidup juju.

dan bukannye juju tak mahu blog ni dibaca orang. bacalah kalau anda secara kebetulan terjumpa. and be my best guest to comment. cumanye, untuk juju promote blog ni, it's just so not me. sangat awkward situasi itu. biar la orang jumpa sendiri. juju pun bukanyye orang yang sangat famous.
kan? :)

tatatata

Sunday, May 22, 2011

this is Me :)

Assalamualaikum wbt,
sekarang ni nak cakap pasal fesyen.
kalau nak tgk macam -macam fesyen wujud kat Malaysia nieyh.
dari tudung sampai ke selipar. senang cakap, dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. kadang-kadang, sampai ada yang terlebih meriah accessories yang dipakai mengalahkan christmas tree (ooopppsss :) ). selalunya memang wanita la kan yang jadi mangsa fesyen ni. memang la, perempuan kan suka bergaya, melawa and menchanteqkan diri demi mereka-mereka yang disayangi, (bf ler, sape lagi).
yang paling howt and feymes sekarang ni mestilah pemakaian shawl. macam-macam nama wujud kowt. inner pun sampai diimport dari syria kot.
ni hah inner syria tu

mak datuk, meriahnye. double layer, triple layer, berlayer-layer, dah macam kuih lapis. hehehehe. tapi saya ni, tak lah tergolong dalam kalangan orang yang suka mencuba sangat bab-bab fesyen ni. orang dah basi pakai selendang saya baru start pakai. tapi tak lah selalu. tengok tempat, masa dan ketika la. saya seorang yang sangat simple, (saya rasa la). saya bertudung seawal umur 6 tahun. saya mengenal tudung bukan sebagai fesyen, but i knew tudung as an obligation for the muslimah to cover their aurah.
sekarang kita ada tudung style yuna, hana tajima and such. kalau dulu sket, tudung wardina yang dipusing belit keatas kepala, tudung indon@tudung ekspress which we the women can just put it on without using any brooch. saya ni pulak lemah sket bab-bab nak bergaya ni. tudung pilihan pulak biasanya tudung bawal la, sesuai ngan iklim malaysia yang panas-panas hati ngan angin yang tak reti-reti bahasa nak bertiup (isk3, sorry angin :0 )
i prefer something simple, modest and that's how i would define myself. i strongly dislike complicated things and tend to be silent. i'm not really comfortable in becoming someone which attracted public's attention. because of that, saya selalu kesekolah awal, masuk dewan exam awal-awal, pergi kelas awal-awal and enter exam hall early. it will just coz my adrenaline to suddenly increase, so does my heart beat rate which lead me to feel anxious, (err, paham tak?)
kesimpulannya, wardina ke, yuna ke, hana tajima ke, express ke, indon ke, tak kesah la. yang penting niat kita nak bertudung tu untuk mencari keredaan Allah by covering our aurah. bukan nak show off and berlumba nak follow fashion.
(p/s: sume orang~agaknye lah~ ngah bengang ngan sorang blogger yang mengutuk cara-cara orang bertudung ni. nak baca? klik sini.)



sixth sense

Assalamualaikum wbt,
tu hah tajuk entry/post kali. sixth sense yang juju nak cite ni bukannye sixth sense band penyanyi tu. sebaliknya memang sixth sense yang bermaksud deria keenam. macam ni cite nye, masa juju 5 tahun (kalau tak salah la) juju pernah ternampak "benda".  berupa perempuan yang pakai baju serba merah, rambut hitam mengurai, muka sangat pucat and ada darah near her lips. at first i thought she was one of my neighbors, tapi when she actually came very close to the window and sorta gave me her eerie smile, i screamed and my mum came to me. i told her what i saw, tapi unfortunately, she said it was nothing coz nobody's there.

ok lah, percaya cakap ma, but then i fell sick for almost a week. demam teruk. and since then, i keep on seeing things. not every time, tapi when they appeared memang sangat mendebarkan. and this sixth sense-so-called-of-mine, berlanjutan sampai i was in form 3. mostly dekat sekolah. i saw them a lot of times. like they knew that i can see and sense them. then i remembered that it stopped till i entered main campus Gombak. i accidentally saw "her" on my window and i knew there is something wrong. nape juju cakap macam ni? coz usually, they appeared as if they wanted to say something, but i can't read them. tapi i know that once they appeared, there is always something happened. and the time yang juju nampak "dia" kat Gombak tu, a few times i saw her, i came to know that i was sick bcoz of something invisible. sangat menakutkan. i was sick for a year. Alhamdulillah, sekarang dah beransur sembuh. dan during that period, i wasn't me. i changed to be more fierced. to everyone. termasuklah my sayang.

tapi dia sangat sabar. he always stay by my side. and Allah knows how much i am touched. setahun bukannye sekejap. tapi dia sangat penyabar. praise be to Him.

this sixth sense of mine sometimes , or almost most of the time giving me the power to read people. i don't know. it just happened. dan sebenarnye, bila nampak ni, juju jadi sangat lemah. like they've absorbed all strength that i have. so, i can some sort of sense it if you lie to me.

satu je yang juju nak pesan, sihir ke, ilmu hitam ke, semua tu tak dapat menyakiti kita kecuali dengan keizinan Allah. dan kita tahu lah kan, bila Allah dah buat sesuatu tu terjadi, ada hikmahnye. nak kita bersyukur dengan nikmat sihat. nak kita sedar yang ada orang sayangkan kita. nak kita sedar sape yang stay waktu kita sakit, susah. and sape yamg ada time kita sihat and senang je.
semua tu untuk menyedarkan kita. jadi, renung-renungkan lah, dan selamat beramal :)

Friday, May 20, 2011

presents from him part 2

Assalamualaikum wbt,
sesuai dengan tajuk kat atas tu, juju nak share pasal hadiah dari cik caer chomot momot.
ada lagi yang tertinggal tak termasuk dalam entry pertama pasal hadiah dari dia tu.
phone straps ni hadiah pertama yang dia bagi kat juju. after two weeks kami couple.
juju ada snap masa dia first bagi tu, tapi dah hilang la gambarnya. terpaksa lah juju snap lagi, tapi dah agak rosak la. tak secantik dulu. tapi still, phone straps ni adalah antara barang yang paling juju sayang.
dapat masa pergi iftar karate kat CFS Petaling Jaya pada August 9th 2009@7.00 pm :)
selain dari beg snoopy dalam previous entry, dia ada bagi beg strawberry ni jugak.
like i told u guys before, dia memang tahu yang juju sangat suka strawberry, jadi dia bagi lah beg ni.
tomey kan? ;)
apart than just crayon drawing, dia ada bagi juju potret. sangat suka, dan juju rasa sangat istimewa. ada dua, memang hasil tangan dia,
ni yang first, kawan-kawan juju cakap tak sama sangat. tapi juju suka, sebab juju tahu how much efforts he put in it,
takkan la juju tak suka, kan b?

yang ni pulak, mengikut cakap kawan-kawan juju more like me. whatever it is, juju sayang sangat dengan potret ni
thanks a lot b :)
sweater ni juju yang mintak from him
don't know why, tapi dia layan and bagi je.
baju ni la yang dia pakai masa first kami keluar "date" :)

jam ni pun dia yang bagi
juju took it as a sign that he wants me to remember him every time, everywhere, and every place :)
p/s.sila abaikan tangan model itu. hehehehe
see, guys. perempuan tak perlu hadiah yang mahal melampau-lampau. enough with some sincere efforts, kami dah cukup puas hati dan gembira. lagipun, it's thoughts that matters, not the price. while girls, remember, hargailah apa yang orang dah bagi regardless of the price. be glad that he remembers you. it means that everywhere, every time, and every place you are in his thoughts. tak perlu nak demand. cinta kan tak perlu menyusahkan. cinta itu sesuatu yang sangat senang untuk dibahagiakan. be grateful coz everything starts from LOVE :)
 see you soon.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

keluar

Assalamualaikum wbt,
tengah kecoh-kecoh pasal psychopathic acid splasher ni, sempat lagi keluar pergi times square dengan yang tersayang. takut jugak kot-kot kena simbah acid sampai orang berenti tepi jalan (time tggu bas) nak baiki jaket pun dup dap jantung.
pergi sana macam biasa lah
dok merewang je
jalan-jalan, duduk kat bangku, sembang-sembang
bergelak sakan
biasalah, lama tak jumpa
|pastu dia bagi hadiah lagi.
comel kan?
ni beg sebenarnya.... :)


pastu dia belikan happy meal sebab dia tahu yang juju ni peminat setia spongebob
hehehehe
thanks a lot sayang :)




banyak jugak la aktiviti kami. tapi yang ni je nak share.
tatatata

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

hati, what we called the heart

Assalamualaikum wbt,
dear blog,
today i'll be babbling about the heart.
uhuh, heart.
please, just listen and stick with me.

blog,
have you ever falling in love?
i do, i'm in love.
how does it feel?
it feels like you got stronger, like you got the sweetest thing in the world, like a chocolate melting in your mouth, like you sit on a cloud. so comforting that you forget how pain would come and hurt you. love makes your heart smile by just thinking about the special person.

you will eventually realize how wonderful world is when the person is next to you. having him to share everything with. you can share, you can have a talk and he will just listen. you know that you are special in his heart, you know that you can count on him, he accepts you just the way you are and think that you are the most beautiful girl he had ever put his sight on even when you are sweating, messy and stink. he completes you in a way that you can never imagine. he knows and understands that you have weaknesses and tirelessly put on efforts to make you a better person. a person who do not just love you more because of your kindness and love you the less when you made mistakes. a person who never get bored to be with you. a person that when he accompanies you, you know you can step on forward without being worry about falling because he is always there for you, ready to catch you, to dissolve you in his sweet, warm love. a person that knows when he said love to you,  he is actually making a promise that you won't shed any tears anymore. that he will protect you in the bestest way he can.that he will love you, till the end of his life. he is making a promise that you are the only girl he has in his heart, that this is real....

and he without doubt believe that you would do the same for you. yes, you are doing and believing the same thing. you are sharing your heart with him. YOU ARE SHARING EVERYTHING !!!

if my heart...

if my heart can be seen like a skin,
perhaps it would be filled of scars and wound,
too naive, decent and docile,
making people enjoyed looking i'm falling to the ground.

if only i am the powerful perfect witch,

wishing i can use some spell of magic,
everything will be fine and happy,
and life wouldn't be that tragic.

if only i can keep on dreaming and smiling,

creating my own world with no fears,
everything will be fine and happy,
and the dictionary wouldn't include the word tears.

if i can reach the sky and pick a star,

though wings i haven't
by hope and love it's possible,
to make it a stair to heaven.

if i can read people's mind,

then i wouldn't have done something they dislike,
everything will be fine and happy,
and love keep on embracing me tight.

many if and if are running in my head,

as if the world would move as i desire,
everything will be fine and happy,
or, perhaps destroy in fire??


(my poem during poetry project semester 2, 09/10)
                                 
                                                                                                    ~cik juju chomey~ 

who

who am i and who are you,
acceptable but too good to be true,
it seems so nice yet a glass fragile,
still you are the apple of my eyes.


regarding feeling it's not an easy one,

things happened without looking for the right time,
as if the cat already catch our tongue,
it is serious and cost more than a dime.

                                              
                                                                                              ~cik juju chomey~

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

seraut wajah

12/07/2009@Resort Puteri Ayer Keroh Melaka
seraut wajah,
manis menguntum senyuman,
lirikan mata nakal renungan menawan,
hati memandang tidak keruan,
dia,
siapakah gerangan,
adakah berteman,
atau masih keseorangan,
seraut wajah,
datang bertalu mengetuk pintu hati ini,
menggoda keteguhan diri,
agar dia lebih dikenali,
oh hati,
tenangkan lah diri,
mungkinkah dia bertandang umpama mimpi?
saat lena terjaga dia pun pergi?
bagaimana harus kupujuk hati,
sedang ia masih enggan mengerti,
adakah harus ku larikan diri,
dari dia terus ku ingati?
aku tahu,
seraut wajah itu tidak tahu,
bahawa dia sering KURINDU





your smile made my days

renungan mata kamu tepat menikam jantung

presents from him

Assalamualaikum wbt,
have you ever got a present or gift from your beloved one?
i got plenty, and i'll tell you guys what he gave me...
so, enjoy,
for the guys, maybe this can help you in a way that giving you the ideas of what to give to your beloved one.

1. Books
i really love books. so i am really, really excited when people gave me book. especially if that person is him.

this book was translated from the original book entitled follow your heart, a motivational book.



this is the first book, yang abah dia bagi dia but then he passed me this book. dear, it's a promise that i will take a good care of this., and all of your things that you gave me.

this book is about how to exercise correctly, really useful for me


he bought me these books bcoz he knows that i love to read cecelia ahern's book, an irish writer

i got this one during our first anniversary on august 1st 2010. we went for a very romantic candle light dinner at ampang

this one he gave me without any special occasion happen. he just gave this one and i shed my tears, mendalam sangat kot maksud yang cuba disampaikan.

 
this one bcoz he knows that i really wanted so badly to learn japanese language, one of my mother tongue's languages
2. Notebook
 
dapat masa birthday celebration kat the mines. saya tak guna lagi, sayang....!!!!
3. Chocolate



sume coklat ni dah masuk dalam perut, hehehe



4. Cute softoys
namanya Comel Junior. he bought her for me at Times Square :)





this one is a birthday gift. i called her love star

this one named Chomemot. an anniversary gift.
5. Phone Straps
he bought this one when he went for tae kwon do tournament at melaka

this one is a couple straps but then he lost his at mid valley
6. Perfume

The Body Shop Aqua Lily, one of birthday presents i got recently :)

okay, this one is not perfume, rather it is a burner used for aromatherapy, with strawberry and rose essence oil

7. Letters to Juju :)
there are 4 of the letters
8. Painting
guys, it may looked simple, but i really love this one. really sweet, no doubt,
9. Bag

yup, birthday gift :)
10. Eternity Ring




thanks for giving me this love-binding ring.

11. Pendrive
this pendrive is the one his mom gave him but he let me kept it :)

it doesn't necessarily have to be something expensive. it's the thoughts that matters :)
and thanks for your thoughts sayangMySpace
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