sorry people

Assalamualaikum,
i realized that i was a bit harsh during the previous entry.
no doubt that i'm human, and no matter how i tried to hide the emotions,
sometimes it'll burst out and probably hurt some people too.
forgive me for the sake of God's love.

finally

Assalamualaikum wbt,
juju tak ingat la pulak kalau dah ada entry juju entitled finally,
but who cares,
haha
it's been a long time since i wrote,
why juju, why why why??????????????
perhaps because its the beginning of the new semester,
i'm tired of running here and there,
getting all the notes and the books.
this new semester marking the coming of the final year, which could also mean another year older,
(not now, this november okay!!)

Final year huh?
how time flies.
i can still remember the first day i stepped my feet here for the registration.
how i walked my self to death through the long road from mahallah to the centre
(it wasn't that long actually, after getting used to it, it just took me 10  minutes to reach there :D )
how i reached here as a 19 y/o immature teenager and soon will be graduated as 23 y/o young mature lady
(insya Allah, i wish :) )
how i learned about people.
friends won't truly be friends,
not until you go through hell or high water together.
and yes, looking for friends that will stick to you without any underlying intention of using you beneath it is hard.
my mom always said that you will only truly know your friends when you spend a night with them, or by the time you have to do the works or the assignments. because at that moment, people will only take something that is easier on them.
mereka akan mula mementingkan diri.
mereka mula mengambil kesempatan.
and yes, i admit it ma.
some people just couldn't help themselves from being the selfish bastards that ignore people's hardships and difficulties just to make it easier on them.
what can i say, shame on you people.
yang kerjanya hanya bergantung dengan orang untuk dapat markah assignments without contribute.
or contribute less.
takpe, Allah itu maha adil.
masa study mungkin boleh "menumpang" usaha orang untuk grad,
but bila dah keja, can you do the same thing???
think people, think.
yes, i met a lot of this kind of people.
but when a crisis occurred, outside people who don't know the true story, or don't even listen to both parties tend to say something bad about me,
they honestly do that without listen to me.
because i'm not the type that would go around telling people stuffs people did to me without telling them what i did to people exactly.
for me, i won't sweat this small stuff.
not worth thinking.
maka selamat berjaya la kamu yang suka menumpang tu yea (sila baca dengan anda sinis yea :p )


and sometimes,
i recalled what my late grandpa (Al-Fatihah for him) used to say to all of us,

he once told that there were two kinds of people:those who do the work and those who take the credit. he told us to try to be in the first group;there was much less competition.

true indeed grandpa.


sila abaikan segala kesalahan tatabahasa sebab malas nak backspace or edit pape dah.

2 3 menjak ni

Assalamlaikum blog,
semenjak dua menjak ni juju selalu nangis malam-malam.
tak tahu la kenapa (read= of course la tahu kenapa, tapi takkan la nak cakap kat sini, ye dak?)
malam tadi pun nangis. tido pulak pukul 5a.m.
bangun pagi, nah amik kau, mata membengkak dengan tahap kroniknya.
hi hu ha ha.
mata juju dah la sepet, bila bengkak, rasa macam letak kuali kat mata.
beratnya mak ai,
huhuhu.
nak bukak mata pun payah.
sekian,
itulah alkisahnya.
off to rumah kak long.
CNY punya cuti sangat lama.
saya sayang uia.
(read=time cuti banyak je la sayang lebih)