dear 28 years old me

Assalamualaikum wbt,
dear 28 years old me,
this is turning-23-years-old-you currently writing about her full of stress and tense day
how are you there?
today, after i got back from the test, i lied on my bed and without i realize, i fell asleep.
you know what test it was, right?
anyway, back to the topic, i went on sleeping for a few hours that i almost missed my zuhr prayer, you remember, right?
and you do remember that after 20 minutes i prayed zuhr, the adzan for the asr starts.
and yeah, today all i did was sleeping, feeling frustrated.
i woke up feeling lazy to go teaching syahirah.
but then, it's a responsibility.
how can i break my promise to teach her just because i want to indulge and wallow myself in a self pity that something bad keep on happening today?

dear 28 y/o me,
however, i managed to pull myself together a bit.
i tried not to cry.
i tried to defy what happened even though it is quite possible.
 because i know that 28 y/o me won't like it if she is here, watching what i did today.
i hope that 28 y/o me can feel proud of me today



                                                                                                                                sincerely,
                                                                                                                     turning-23-years-old-you