if my heart...

if my heart can be seen like a skin,
perhaps it would be filled of scars and wound,
too naive, decent and docile,
making people enjoyed looking i'm falling to the ground.

if only i am the powerful perfect witch,
wishing i can use some spell of magic,
everything will be fine and happy,
and life wouldn't be that tragic.

if only i can keep on dreaming and smiling,
creating my own world with no fears,
everything will be fine and happy,
and the dictionary wouldn't include the word tears.

if i can reach the sky and pick a star,
though wings i haven't
by hope and love it's possible,
to make it a stair to heaven.

if i can read people's mind,
then i wouldn't have done something they dislike,
everything will be fine and happy,
and love keep on embracing me tight.

many if and if are running in my head,
as if the world would move as i desire,
everything will be fine and happy,
or, perhaps destroy in fire??


(my poem during poetry project semester 2, 09/10)

                                 

                                                                                                    ~cik juju chomey~ 

who

who am i and who are you,
acceptable but too good to be true,
it seems so nice yet a glass fragile,
still you are the apple of my eyes.


regarding feeling it's not an easy one,
things happened without looking for the right time,
as if the cat already catch our tongue,
it is serious and cost more than a dime.

                                              

                                                                                              ~cik juju chomey~

seraut wajah

12/07/2009@Resort Puteri Ayer Keroh Melaka

seraut wajah,

manis menguntum senyuman,

lirikan mata nakal renungan menawan,

hati memandang tidak keruan,

dia,

siapakah gerangan,

adakah berteman,

atau masih keseorangan,

seraut wajah,

datang bertalu mengetuk pintu hati ini,

menggoda keteguhan diri,

agar dia lebih dikenali,

oh hati,

tenangkan lah diri,

mungkinkah dia bertandang umpama mimpi?

saat lena terjaga dia pun pergi?

bagaimana harus kupujuk hati,

sedang ia masih enggan mengerti,

adakah harus ku larikan diri,

dari dia terus ku ingati?

aku tahu,

seraut wajah itu tidak tahu,

bahawa dia sering KURINDU

your smile made my days

renungan mata kamu tepat menikam jantung

mistakes

gubahan kedua mungkin tak seindah gubahan pertama,
tapi tak bermaksud tak boleh lagi indah dari gubahan pertama
memang tak sama,
berbeza pengalamannya,
berbeza cara menjaganya,
kerana kita belajar dari kesilapan.
bukan sengaja melakukan kesalahan,
tapi itulah asam garam kehidupan,
yang khilaf, sedar dan segera belajar adalah lebih baik dari mereka yang tak pernah khilaf.
itu yang membuatkan kita sedar yang manusia tak ada yang sempurna dan berbeza dari segi taraf.
~to Him we shall return the glory~

karya juju ni taw....

THAT DAY I'LL NEVER FORGET.

That day I’ll never forget,

It was the first time we met,

Though you would never know,

Because this feeling I will not show.

The past gave me the lesson,

Never tight to the first impression,

Falling in love is not a wrong doing,

But it’s often making us disappoint.

I know that I am nothing,

You come give me everything,

I am thankful that I am not losing my pride,

In my entire life do not have to hide.

This is not the great fairy tale,

Where prince will come and chase the stress,

I must walk on my own rail,

And keep away from the lovely dress.

                                                        ~juju@mira malizan, february 22, 2009. puchong indah~