Hari rabu (13/1) hari tu juju pergi klinik kesihatan untuk buat bsp (blood sugar profile). Juju drive sendiri. While going through the procedure at the nurses' station, where they're going to prick my finger to get a blood sample and put it on a strip to get the sugar level reading, juju duduk membelakangkan pintu masuk dan tempat menunggu. Tahu tahu bila juju dah siap dan dah bangun untuk balik, eh nampak abang ada dekat kerusi tu. Smiling.
I was surprised. But happy and relieved at the same time. Jadi sepanjang masa drive balik ke rumah dari klinik dan singgah ke shell, abang ikut dari belakang. Yes. I felt relieved. Rasa selamat.
Malam tu pergi bsp yg last terus pergi uia. Dari uia pergi karaoke dan terus ke ikip tanjung lumpur.
Dear abang,
You keep on giving me the hints that i understood as you're still love me.
But petang tadi abang cakap tak tahu rasa apa. Because you chose to ignore everything. Semua yang abang buat atas rasa tanggungjawab je.
Haishhh,
Feelings are complicated.
Yes i know you won't read what i wrote here. Hahaha.
Silly me.
But i need to get things off my chest
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